Scandals Around Me.

♥ Elaine ♥

Call me Elaine.
I am ~~18 years old~~ this year.
But officially a year older when the clock strikes 12am on each 19 October.

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♥ The Culprit & The Victim ♥

Thursday, March 3, 2011, 3:46 PM

Hopes.

Am I suppose to put high expectations on you,

when you can't even decide who am I to you?

Am I suppose to be there for you,

when you think bout me for only a second in a day?

Or am I suppose to give you what you asked for,

when I am just a person you can turned to if your life became lonely and miserable?

Please, I begged you.

Don't play with my feelings.

You gave me hope and I trusted you.

But now,

all you can say is that

" I don't know, please don't force me :("

What is that suppose to mean?

That I've been forcing you to talk to me?

Yes,

I really do want you to be around me.

But if you really felt that I'm forcing to do so,

then please, go away.

Its painful to see you leave,

but seeing you accusing me that I forced you?

That's more painful, my dear.

Why am I so desperate to know who am I to you?

It's because you're keeping me hanging.

I do not know if I should let go of you or just keep on waiting for you.

If you do not wish to have me around,

just be honest to me.

You're hurting me now,

so why are you keep hanging me up on the 74th floor?

It'll be for once and for all matter.

At least,

I can completely give up on you if I know the truth.

You told me that you do not wish to see me sad.

Then what are you doing to me now?

Isn't it better to see me cry now than seeing me cry everyday?

Think about it, dear.

I'm not a toy for you..

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