Where's Day 12?

Well,
I spent Day 12 thinking bout the amount of days we had together.


I came to this realization,
that all this while..

He was really committed to this relationship.
I guess I was the idiot in this relationship.


I'm sorry that I could not show affection to you.
But I thought that you can feel what I felt inside.
I thought you can feel whats inside my heart.
My feelings towards you.

However,
I never expect you to enjoy to the fullest and flirt right after we break.
That is when I doubt that you've ever been serious with me.

I really want to whine more here.
But I'm being pathetic am I?