Yes, its been a while since I last posted something.
I just read through my previous blog.
Thinking back of what my ex did to me,
makes me look back at my old scars.
Its still there, but I didn't realize how fast it healed.


Was it you, who helped me bury all my past and bring joy in my life?
Yes, it was you.

Nevertheless,
it was you too..
Who pushed me back down to where I fell..


No, I don't blame you.
I blame myself for everything that has happened.
I was too blind..
Too blind to see the real truth..
Too blind to see the abyss that is once again,
ready to pull me down and ruin everything..


Do not say I'm perfect.
Don't ever try to say that in front of my face, my dear.
If I am,
none of this would have happened.