Sigh..
Waking up this morning with the urge to make a post in my blog.
But now, I just don't know how to put my words together..

Well, I may have kept some guessing about my relationship with him right now.
I'm sorry. But it doesn't seems like it could be a Disney's Princess happy ending story for me.
I really am working hard to make things better. I really am!!
But why can't him put some effort in this too?
Is he given up already?
Please..

You're the one that asked me to be part of your life.
But now you're the one that has given up already without even trying?
Or was it all this while you was just fooling around like those playboys cheating on girls?

Do you know the relieved feelings of waking in the morning knowing that you're still partially mine?
Every each second, minute, hours are like hell to me knowing that I'll be rip apart by the person who I loved.



I don't know why am I still so eager to keep this relationship than to just let it go.
Many says that he's not worth it. I don't believe them.
There must be a reason why he's acting at such way.
Until he tells me what the reason is, I will never give up.
Go ahead and play with my feelings if you're testing me.
Break my heart and rip me apart if that is what God trying to test me.
Just so you know,
no matter what happens, you got me for good.