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Sigh..
What's going on between us this whole week?
I really want to spend time with him..
I really want to SMS him non stop..

All this while, my exs were all school boys.

But this time, it's different.
He's 21. He needs to work for living and also, career.
This also means that he'll be spending less time with me.
Not only that, his social circle is wider.
By that means, more flirtatious girls around him.
How can I not be jealous?

I guessed, it's just me.
But I really want him to at least understand how I feel sometimes.
Not by giving me excuses like, phone out of battery.

I told my mom bout it. Asking her how she felt when Papa goes on a business trip.
She says that she too, felt insecure.
But what can be done?
NOTHING.
All you can do, is to trust him.
I'm trying my best to do so.
But I can't trust those girls around him.
Eelyn said, "You're thinking too much."
Perhaps so, though I really need to have a real conversation with him about this.
At least, he should make me feel more secure and steady about this relationship.

He's real work gonna this 1st of September, meaning that even lesser time will be spend with me.
I really feel like breaking down, and even giving up on this relationship.
But I just can't let him go.
I really fall deeply in love with him now!!!
And I can't just end this relationship just because of this little things.
That's just pathetic if it should happen.
Sigh..
Oh Lord, please let me have faith in him.

Wow.
Can you imagine?
Two has just passed this quick?
My feelings towards him too,
became deeper and deeper..

Sadly,
He got fever!!!
I felt so bad that I could not do anything but to sit beside and see him suffer.
I really wish that I could feed him with porridge, change cold towels for him every hour and stay by his side until he's completely recover.
Unfortunately,
I can't find a single small towel in his room :(

Hmm,
but anyhow..
I really hope that he'll get well soon.
And I mean, VERY SOON.

I don't want him to be sick when he starts to workk..
It worries me alot.

Soo..
Honey Biee,
GET WELL SOON YAA!!!