Finally,
this bloody tears of mine are rolling down.
After so long,
everything that stuck in me are now flowing out.


I hope I'll feel better in time.


I can't bear all of this anymore.
I do not know how long more can I keep this to myself.
Hate when all this happen to me.



Seriously..

I just punched my sister on her face.



Something is wrong with me.










I need counseling..

Recently,

I've been feeling very very down.
I know I'd mentioned this in my few previous post.
But I just can't help myself feeling so.

Fortunately,
I am able to put this feeling aside and enjoy my time in college.
Though,
this feelings inside me actually revealed itself during break time today.
And Zul noticed it.
I hope it wasn't that obvious.


Lets not talk bout it.




Today,
almost the whole of my class went to Sunway Pyramid together during break.
We went separate ways for lunch,
Jamie, Sara, Andrew, Zul, Leon and I went to Sushi King for lunch.

Sara!


Zul
*Favourite sushi food : Salmon*


Leon


Jamie proposing to Zul with only..SUSHI?!
Sorry, Andrew is wearing pink :D

The rest went to eat at Burger King.


Certainly,
everytime when I go Sunway Pyramid,
I'll head to Snooker Center.
And we did!


WOW

Chan Man is the Queen of Pool!



I joined Ezrique and Anas awhile in the snooker game.
Just for fun.
And I actually managed to score in two balls!
Plus,
I scored the last ball!



In the end,
we were late for class.
Sabree, Jamie and I entered our tutorial class at 2.50pm
which started at 2 pm.

Name : Tai Gau ( Besar/ BIG )
Gender : Male
Status : Very clean

Hahaaa..
After 3 weeks of torture,
I'd finally gave my baby a bath :)



Look at him..



So handsome..


LOL
Too bad I was too lazy to polish..


Some might be wondering why my honey is a MALE.
Well,
you gotta ask my mom.
She gender-ed IT as HE.
*giggles*





By the way,
Taylor's parking is getting worst day by day.

I went to AEON Jusco Bukit Tinggi with my sister today after my trip back from my hometown.
Everything was cool except for the crowds there,
and of course,
the parking!!
Its like everywhere I go,
surely have a hard time to find a parking.

Alright,
put that aside.
As refered to the title,
I shall move on to the main point of today's post.
I've been STALKED!

This is actually what happened.
I almost knock on this man,
and so,
I quickly apologize.
Righ before I walked away, he looked at me and grined, "Hello"..
I freaked out.
I mean if he just smile,
I wouldn't be bother.
Of course, I ran to my sister as quickly as possible.
Told her what had happened and we walked as fast as we can.

My sister looked back to check if he is following.
Indeed, he was.
I am bloody scared.
We went down to the 1st floor and realised that he was still behind us.
Seriously, I am very VERY scared.
But I'm not done with my shopping yet.
So, we braced ourself and just continue do our shopping and bloody beat him up if he tries to come closer to us.

YAYY!!

We did our shopping and completely forgotten about that stalker freak.
So we went back to 2nd floor to find a purse for our mom.
Suddenly,
we came across him IN FRONT of us!!
Immediately my face turned pale.
He is definitely freaking me out.
But then my sister comfort me,
by saying that she'll knock his balls off with her heels if he comes closer.
Hahaaa
I felt a little relieved.

Before we leave,
we went to MillWheel for a snack.
This time,
my sister was frightening me.
She was cursing all the 'cheenas' there.
By the word 'cheenas',
I meant Chinese but typical ones and dressed up like 'lalas'
Racist?
Yes it is.
Even I felt it too when she keep on scold,
" I hate all Chinese! Why do I even born as a Chinese?! "
It happened because the restaurant was packed with this type of peoples.
And a couple sitting next to our table was one of them.
Worst of all, the guy was smiling when the girl paid the bill.
Again my sister cursed that the guy was a bloody useless faggot.
Haahaa
True in a way,
but there's a possibility that the girl wanted to treat the guy?

In the end,
I was pretty darn relieved to know that I was back safely without anyone following me back.

I'm feeling very down this few days.

First
Our class petition letter regarding the matter of changing timetable,
been rejected.
The trouble of getting the signatures and asking my friend to help me in editing the letter got blow off ,
less than an hour after I sent in the letter to my Program Director.

Second
My class YED Project idea got rejected.
It was a brilliant idea and because of stupid safety pre-cautions,
it was rejected.
Imagine,
all the hardwork of thinking bout the theme and decorations for that idea had just been thrown into the Hell on Earth because of that?!

WTF!


And now, not many of my class members are commiting themselves into this project.
As their class rep., I feel awful and disappointed on myself.
I'm a total doushebag and a failure!!

Though, I very much appreciates those who are really lending me a helping hand in this project.
Thank you so sooo soooo much..


Now,
I wonder what's gonna be rejected next.
From the guy I admire?
Please, don't.

Went to Sunway Pyramid after class today.
Meet up with my pet bro, Roy :)
Long time no see huh..Hahaa..
He looked different from last time.
Blame your flatten hair and the specs. *giggles*

So Roy, Daniel, Shelva and Sabree was there. I thought Sara will join us but she didn't. Sighh..
But it's okay, it's still a fun outing.
First thing we did there was, buy movie tickets!!
Bought tickets for the movie
" Kick Ass "


After that, we were having difficulty to decide on what to eat.
So Roy came up with the idea of having sushi.
Yay :D
But I only ate a plate of sushi because I already took my breakfast at home.
Right at the end, Roy paid.
I feel bad!!
Though I ate only one plate of sushi,
but still he already paid for everyone's movie tickets.


11.30am
Movie time!


Rating : 9/10


We head to the Snooker Center after movie.
Hahaa.. My favourite :D
But
I am a very horrible player


Kor pwned me :(
But not this round though..


Ahh hahh!
Shelva, my new friend.
Pro in pool..
Sad though, Daniel, who Roy claims that he is the Pool King can't play.
Males who wear short pants are not allowed to play.
Aww..

Finally, I got his number!!! :D
So happy..

But..
I don't know how to start a conversation..
And to know if he's available or not LOL



Anyways..Our YED's Day idea got rejected..
Now, we're required to brainstorm again for a new idea..